And though the comedy softens the fall, they still hear us with their ears to the wall

The Shins! girl on the wing. i hate my sucker roommates, i can't do anything private.
i have to share a sickness i have with you. i'm addicted to sharpening pencils. i went through four whole pencils during my calculus class today. its a sickness, and i can tell the lead is about to break but i have to keep going, and i just sharpen again and again and again... it annoys the people around me. it annoys me because i never get any notes taken. but i've done it since i was in high school. the solution is mechanical pencils but i couldn't find one, so today's note taking suffered. during one such pencil sharpening fit, i noticed next to my desk, which was against the furthest eastward facing wall, someone wrote huge with their freshly sharpened pencil "fuck math." i laughed out loud at this, which made my neighbors really think i was a little crazy, pencil sharpening, insessant text messaging, and laughing while looking at the wall. clearly nuts. anyway, who is this person that wrote "fuck math" on the wall? why were they so angry at math as a whole? its perplexing for me. i think its a young angry man who can't get integrals. chin up chap. it will all make sense soon enough.
i picked marvin up from the airport last night and we kissed at the terminal. it was pretty awesome to watch all the people get off the airplanes and rekindle the affairs with their loved ones in baggage claim. if you're ever depressed, go to the airport and watch grandmothers see their infant grand children for the first time, watch lovers run and greet eachother with kisses, hugs, and flowers from seeing eachother at long last, watch fathers greet teenaged daughters with pride and aww. its a pretty amazing place to be. anyway, i left the battery on some how in marvin's car with the ignition or something, so today when he tried to get in it to drive back to santa cruz, it would not start. i felt *very* guilty about this. i had to give him a jump (that's what she said.)
also. my morning was pretty shitty. i was feeling the negative energy that is melancholy caused from lost relationships that will never be revisited...and perhaps the wonder if i will ever have anything comfortable that i don't have to question. anyway, marvin listened to me cry and jason let me hold his arm on the trip to lunch, and gave me a hug later. i love jason. he's fucking awesome.
the day ended better.
the end
*devon*